I’m on a whorrific diet.

Nah, I love the diet. Although it’s not working way to much for me, I feel less heavier (lol) and that is just enough for me. I don’t know, I don’t wanna measure how much weight I lost or whatever because I don’t want to keep the number in my mind. It affects me mentally. If I do know how much I lost, in the future I will subconsciously try to eat back what I lost. And that, my friends, will suck so much that I will have to commit suicide.

Anyway, so yesterday was the worst part. I just woke up feeling like starving myself to death. I didn’t want to eat at all. That’s so scary. I mean, I don’t want to die. I’m not even emo. At the end of the day, all I ate was an apple (for breakfast) and a piece of steamed bun (siopao). That’s why when I woke up today, I was so hungry that I felt like eating my pillow. I almost ran out of fruits, too, so I ate a partially unripe apple that I saw inside the fridge. That was for breakfast. For lunch (which was around 3pm) THANKFULLY I felt like eating a full meal- liver and cauliflower. Mom cooked it. Then before 7pm, I was able to eat 2 oatmeal cookies and milk. Of course, if I’d be too hard on myself it will result to a Yoyo diet.

So yeah. My shipments haven’t arrived yet. My father got his Amazon Kindle today and I’m full of envy, obviously. Um, if I finally get a job I’d buy one of that. Here’s where I spent my money on:

1. Yellow Japanese tote bag
2. Go Younha autographed DVD + folded poster
3. Billabong wallet
4. Follower Owl Moleskine notebook (which hasn’t been shipped yet, my goodness =/)
5. Wreck This Journal

Darn it. I haven’t received any of these yet. And I’m starting to get worried about the Moleskine notebook. I got it from Etsy. Goshdarn seller hasn’t shipped it yet. Boo, that whore.

So today all I did was watch a South Korean talk show, download albums of TRAX and Shinee, watch Mean Girls for the nth time, and downloaded 500 Days of Summer so I could re-watch it over and over again. Hmm, I’m having a great time at home, but I’d love it more if I could go out and meet friends. I’m a new immigrant in Canada, so… I’m in a kinda awkward position.

That reminds me to charge my batteries for tomorrow’s trip to Steveston fishing village. Well, goodnight.